Party of 4

I just wanted to say that i had a great day today and I was looking  forward to today.me and 3 of my friends got to hang.we ate waffles we played call of duty, painted our nails,watched a movie ,ate some pizza and drank soda.we also ate cup cakes and watched fluffy.so long story we ate like crazy and just had a wonderful time.i feel I kinda needed this day.also I over ate ,I’m trying to cut down on junk food and stuff like that but today was like how often do you do this.in the end I felt sick but its ok cuz I had fun.well it time for bed and it is 2:45 so yea.why did I stay up watching gradual report videos :/.cuz it’s fun :)well good night and hope you all have a happy thanksgiving.

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Building a wall?

I just found a note in the bathroom left by my friend saying how she’s sorry.it was attached with a pic of bat man =). But I still feel sad.and I want to tell her that yea I get picked on but I have built a wall so it dose not hurt me but with her my mom and my brother I can. I can’t build that wall because I just care to much .and that anything they say will hurt me the most.and it’s just I have known her to long and care about her to much to just let her fade away.buti can’t keep felling like this every time she starts acting this way but like I said I can’t let her just go.so I’m really stuck here I spent all of 1 and 2period crying my eyes out.and with my eyes burning ,head hurting.I was so upset I could not focus and I failed a test.So I just don’t know what to do.and I know it dose not sound like a big deal but to me it is.Well anyways that’s what is going on.hope you all have a wonderful day

My Music and Dogs

I think one of the most important thing to me is music . I just wanted to say that whenever I’m feeling down there  are a few songs that really help :

Dirty heads : Stand tall and Spread too thin

The turtles :Happy together 

The Fray : How to Save A Life

The Killers :Mr Brightside

And so manny more but I just wanted to say that  with music and my two dogs by my side I feel like I can get past anything.well I hope Everyone is having an grate

Losing my “BFF”

So lately I have been  feeling like I  only  have one bestfriend Which makes me a bit sad. I don’t know my other best friend i feel she’s Annoyed with me. I have known her for five years so it makeS me sad that she might be just fading away. I have talked to her about it but its like she tries to avoid it.thats all that has been going my head and I don’t know what to do about it.i feel I have known her to long to jus let her fade away .plus she is someone I really care about and someone I would do any thing for.but it just like she is not herself anymore.I have told her how I feel like we just don’t hang out anymore but she just told me that yea she sees her other friends but school is not a place to hang with friends and I don’t know it kinda just got to me.it was kinda like telling me yea I make time for every one but you ,so I’m just going to avoid her for a bit it makes me upset Because she is The one I trust the most and the person that I tell every thing.but I know for a fact my other friends are there now but  what about later.i really thought we were kinda be well friends forever but now I can only think the Opposite. So that kinda took my great week and kinda just flushed it down the toilet .where I thought I was really getting close with her once more and every thing was fixing it’s self she comes up with I “freaking” her out by walking with her during passing period.also about that guy well nothing much to say other than I’m thinking of just a little by little starting to talk to him and get to know him a little better .he is really smart and his eyes and hair and smile plus he is nice only when ever see him I’m like “yea …no” .so my people skills are just not that good.also I’m the last person that would be like crushing on a guy.but just him being there makes me smile like an idiot .i know no one really cares and if you do thank you a ton.that’s what’s been going on now and I just hope every thing for every one else is going better well sorry for typing a ton

Time for bed

 Can’t wait for school first! time I say that, I have had a good weekend but I foo want to get back in class plus theirs a so I like go happy happy. But I do have a writing assignment for history I’m not to exciting for but hey you have to do what you have to do right.well I’m off to bed.I just Did my nails so I have to wait for that. Doing my homework in first period.good night every one.

Aside

Best day ever. It was raining and the way I see it we needed that rains plus I lover love love the rain.second I got pinkberry for free.so that made me happy.it was a short day at school so that was  awewould I have had a great week all week .